Why you say you care if you act the opossite way?
It hurts.
Makes me a little more sad.

I don't need this.

I'm hungry.
Still I don't want to eat the shit my mother cooked.

I didn't have dinner, or breakfast, or lunch, now is night again and I'm living on bananas. Two, bananas.

I want to die.

I feel helpless
I'm tired
I'm humgry
I'm sad
I'm crying
I'm tired and I can stand this anymore