I want to jump off a bridge.

I'm so frustrated.
I'm just trying so hard to live in present and not in past. But is so difficult.
Trying not to remember bad memories and move on.
I get upset so easy and for tiny things, that sometimes confusing me, I don't know when I'm really upset and when I'm just annoyed. (Well, to me are almost the same, but anyway.)
I mean, is like I'm always annoyed or something.
I can't cry, I can't have sex, I can't eat, I can't draw. And the cherry is I have a lot of anxiety.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.e..i...o.u.