I really need to be honest with myself
and other around me
I fuecked up and this does not have just a solution but rather work if I want to make it right
Ijustkindawannadieforawhilenowbutthathasnothingtodowiththisfuckedupthingidid
I am sorry, please hate me
I've been living with my boyfriend for a couple of months now,
He is David and he's very sweet, very motivated and all handome and soft
I've had various doubts on my side as if I were ready to be in another relationship or if I was even emotionally avaible, or if that was a good idea to live with him and so on, but all has been turning out great tbh, we all have our issues and I need to work on my managing of anger and frustration, but overall I feel happy and in peace with him.
Altho I think love is something you construct, like, it does not come from nowhere, and might be a bit of a different view of David who was eager to say I love you since very early in our relationship, I do say it and I do mean it but not yet just in the way I believe is my level of loving, altho we're getting there, idk if that makes sense but, yes.
I want to help him feel as in peace and happy as I am with him.
